Casper Lucia
Oil Can
The fingers in my mouth aren't really fingers
they are extensions of longing that look silly
I've never loved somebody like this before
Thank god
When I was looking up
I saw the vipers trembling
creating flaming axis of detachment
Desire That
crumbling
How is it that almonds are so bland
and marzipan is like, the best
Suck the food out of my belly
teach them a lesson about domination
it's only fun when we are on the same page
no teams just leagues
Just language
the carrion of how ppl really feel
What's the point if you don't have like 1000 crushes
I fucking love the valley
and its neon aisles
Cow print love letter
Good morning to the wind!
to the moth creating its
cave out of dust
and please say hello
to the spider who’s web I leave untouched
in a show of solidarity and respect.
I can be whatever I want
for you or with you. deem me impenetrable,
for example. I wish I liked
getting fucked but it just sorta
hurts. but I keep trying, imagining
fists inside me turning, like sometimes
I just want to feel full. or I want
the most elemental part of a sensation
without the vehicle of its revelation.
Sometimes saying exactly what you mean
is clever-er. I’ll try that out
in my underwear, symphony
of dogs barking outside my window,
sweating in my bed sending a flirty photo
of half eaten stone fruit.
I think I just walked thru a spiderweb
a spotlight on all the roses
a moon taunting me naughtily
This is an ancient cry captured on resin
jurassic park style or like a cheesy headline
on a website with a lot of ads
a dead fly rotting by my doorstep
a refusal and attempt
to know the world holding me
a posture of “against” which I
delightfully embrace on this hillside
in mid August a puppet in my hand
& jack o lantern
resting softly on my
head
Language can sound so
round to me! & so does this music
that I sweat thru /with
Hello I
am tempted
to make a noise only you will recognize